I just feel like I want to start off by explaining some of what I intend to do moving forward and why I am doing it. Some things are beyond our control and life can throw us a sidewinder sometimes. What has happened is not unique to me, by my life has taken an unexpected turn and I'm still figuring out what to do about it.
As they say, when one door shuts another door opens. But perhaps we can build our own doors and not leave everything up to fate.